Lonliness, a source of inspiration and drive? ..
Journal Entry: Tue Mar 25, 2008, 12:48 AM
Lately, I've been isolated from any human contact; other than my parents of course. And no, I'm not one of those kids who doesn't like going out and being with friends. I try my absolute best to make the most out of my days, but it hasn't been working very well for me these last few weeks; hence the reason why I started to draw again.
Now, I know that's not the best reason to go about drawing; but I hope to gain something out of it. My creativity as far as my musical talent is nearly extinguished, and I don't think there's much I can do about that-- my right hand is very limited, considering I only have so much mobility in each of my fingers. The only ones that can really function to their full potential are my index finger, and my thumb. I don't really use the rest of my right hand, since they're too small to really do much of anything.
Why did I pick up drawing in the first place? I've been wondering that for a while, and I discussed it with a friend earlier tonight. Of course, you're going to get the generic answer of "I'm just trying to express who I really am to the world; it's self expression!"
However, that's not the case with me. I continue to draw every day because I'm searching for something. And I know, you guys are probably thinking "Well, what're you searching for? Inner peace?" I want to really find out who I am; I don't really look into myself, I don't really know what I like, what I don't like. It seems that I'm a complete stranger to myself once more; and I'm sure that some of you feel like that every once in a while. It's really hard to explain, but I'll try and help you guys understand through more journal entries.
I see my drawing abilities as limitless. There's only so much I can do in the physical world; but on paper, I am able to do anything that I want. it gives me peace-of-mind, to an extent. I can give myself friends, I can make myself laugh when I draw-- it's a rarity for me to even crack a smile most days, and drawing helps with that a lot.
I should get out more, huh?
Anyways, thanks for coming to read my comic everyone. I hope you like it as much as I like drawing it.
-- Johnny.
- Listening to: X Japan - Forever Love (Acoustic_
- Drinking: Diet Coke
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most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I
received this
letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a
week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only
guy or girl you wanna be with 3
times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
within the next week and say it to your self
6
times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen
between you and that 1special person and say
it to your self 12
times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
you scroll down focus and
concentrate on it and think on nothing
else but that wish.
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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,
and what
you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important
message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain
letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863
and
if you
break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these
stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same
kid
since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any
attention to
it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad
got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent
the
letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the
signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in
the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd
grade. The
next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for
him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,
and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew
up
and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll
get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that
popular but
not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart
kid and
he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few
friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,
about
that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his
dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and
play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and
Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was
goin' wild!
the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out
ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know
which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but
thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go
out with
that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send
this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
life.....forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend......ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush
will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go
in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the
catch.....you only
have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this
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I wish I could draw Yoshi's like you do; I'd totally do a comic with them. x3 Ooh, the possibilities!
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Have a Happy Holiday Season!
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Hello, this is Auryn from the VD clinic. Speaking of being postive, your test results are back in. Stop sharing the love.
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